On cheating, fulfillment, and the joy of achievement with regard to gaming and sports
Saw some stuff about more piloting and shady sh*t. Got me thinking. Thought I would just type as I thought...
Personally, I have never in my life found any joy or satisfaction in cheating to achieve victory in anything.
I am so competitive (with myself and others) that it is impossible for me. I want to win or lose on my own merit as a competitor.
Some people want to be #1 by any means simply so they can cowardly pretend they are actually as good as the achievement suggests they are. These people are weak.
If you got stuck on a Super Mario Bros. level, and had a friend pass that level for you...You can never say that you had the skills to beat the game.
So why do it? It seems paradoxical. Perhaps that is not the correct term, but it is the one that comes to mind.
That people would ever pay money to have a pilot win a game for them is so damn bizarre to me. Especially, in a game like MCOC. What is the reward for this? What does one get out of this? Doesn’t it defeat its own purpose?
The only logical explanation I can formulate is that there must be an underlying race to see who can best undermine a given game. That this compulsion is far greater than the desire to actually achieve excellence.
I try and imagine someone like Kasparov paying someone to play chess for him and then pretending he was #1.
Ultimately...Do you find satisfaction in merely being recognized as one of the best, or actually being the best? Or, like me, are you one who gets this satisfaction from the effort to become the best. From knowing I played my ass off.
I would love to hear your thoughts on the nature and philosophy of competition and it’s effects on the individual.